Selfless Love.

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Nov 13

Chapter 108 A- Love is pain. (By Lillyzilin) (Thanked: 23 times)

Chapter 108 A.

Outer side of the Heaven.

Something unexpected happen, or should he say that good? Or bad?

This girl, Khushi has wake up and freaking out even hitting all of his assistants in fear.

"Sheesh, what a mess.." Yellow lord muttered seeing her all fine.

"Where am I? Yuvraj ji? What place is this? Those creatures a weird..'' She asked him.

"My appearance may similar to him but I'm his brother. And about this my place, this is outer of heaven. Since you're not dead yet you can't enter there. Those are assistants not some creatures. Human girl just wait for punishment and you can go back to human worlds." Yellow lord said as his assistant sighed hard that their lord is finally took care of her.

"Not Yuvraj ji? His brother? Heaven? What are you even talking about? I don't understand." She sounds confused, he is kidding her? She try to touch him but he shoved her hand away with some kind of stick in his hand.

"Tsk, don't touch me. I may look like him but I hate you and your grandmother." He burst in anger.

"I saved you because of my brother's request so be grateful human! Stay here, don't go anywhere, touch anything. Simply do nothing than breathing until your punishment. You're human, lowly beings in entire universe so act so. Don't go around hitting my assistants as you like!" He showed her real place.

"My grandmother? What is happening? Who are you?" She asked in fear.

"Me? I am the lord of the gods. Amit, I mean Yuvraj's brother." He said.

"A god? Dada's brother?" 

"Don't call him that! Sheesh.. You're annoying. I may look like a good person but I have bad temper and a bad guy.." He look at his assistants who hiding their smile. He did never get angry on anyone and even now he is just acting angry.

Khushi smiled and said.

"If you're Yuvraj, you can't be a bad guy. Wait you're a god? Then where my devi maiyaa?"

"I'm not answering to any of your questions! Why did decide to throw your life away? Is it so to live? Human's life is short anymore then why did you commit suicide for?" He asked.

"What do you care about it?"

"What? You asked? I'm the lord and main job is to creating every life, basically I'm the one who gave you life. You dare to throw it away? Seriously? That too for love? Most stupid reason. Human can fall in love again and again in their life anyway."

Khushi look down in sadness remembering Arnav.

"Have you ever love anyone?" She asked him slowly after a pause.

"Why would I do such stupid like that? But.. I love my brothers, my only family." He replied.

"What would you do if they just throw you away? Hate you? Don't even care for you? Will you be lonely? Sad? Cry? That's love for you, strength when together, pain when fall apart. Right now, I'm in pain.." She told him.

Yellow lord look at her speechlessly a for a sec and smiled.

His assistant were surprised.

"We're in pain too, without Yuvraj. I understand now why he cares so much for you.." 

"Why" She asked him, wanting to know.

"Because your head works slowly than anyone. You're a stupid girl. Slow, No good for your own good." His words stabs her.

"What?" Was the only she could say in shock, she thought he is warming up toward her.

"You said what? My brother hates me? Throw me away, wouldn't care for me?" 

"I said if, didn't you heard that?" She whined.

"I did. But that won't happen because our relationship if not weak as yours was. He is not stupid like your Arnav. When he love someone he won't let go them go that easily."

"You're still stupid. With all information I gave you, you still haven't figured a single thing. If I am a god then it's make my dear brother a.."

"God?!" She jumped in shock.

"You know all of his so called human brothers at earth still you didn't question my identity when I told I'm his brother."

"That! What could I say when you look totally like him." She argued.

"Oh this? This is just magic that make myself like human, this is not my true form. I don't own a body anyway to show you. I just soul with form. When if had a body that human like it would like my brother's."

"If he is a god then what was doing in earth and me? I'm his grand daughter, does make me a god or least a angel? Do I wings that I'm in heaven." She asked in excited tone which pricked Yellow lord most. 

"You're totally crazy, no one had asked me such question before.." He sighed.

"That's because you never met me before." She winked at him.

"Do research her soul after this there must be something weird happening, for some who commit suicide, she is too much normal." He ordered his assistant and look back clueless Khushi.

"Look you're just a normal human, there no way you can grow out a wings. And we god have no wings nor do angel. We're no birds. And don't dare call yourself as his grand daughter again! You're not his child at all!"


He sighed again and explain the truth to her.

"Do you understand now? You can be his heiress because it. He also know it very well yet he care for you. If you was his blood it would be a different story.. Hey are you crying? Stop that.." Now he seem like the bad guy.

"Yuvraj ji loves Dadi a lot.. I wish, they could be together forever..." She said it tears.

"Stop wishing for impossible." He scold her.

"But he will be sad without her. Do you want that to happen? They both suffer without each other. She is the only one who can make happy. He only loves her.." She sobbed.

 "Sheesh, what a trouble...I should erase everything I've told you from your memory before sending you back to earth." Yellow lord mumbled in annoyance.

"Now that my brother is stuck in your place and struggling to control himself since he can't Ayesha's doing not that well." Yellow lord thought.


Night at Raizada Mansion.

Arnav sitting on his bed, his room lights are off.

Pitch black just like his heart right now.

She changed, he knows that.. 

She don't remember just know about what happen.

But can't her heart at least feel for him? She loves someone else now? How can she do that? She.. She didn't care about what happen between him and Sheetal. Why isn't she doing or reacting to anything regarding him?

His heart is breaking to the point where he can't think anything but her.. She was different in past. Moving on? Who gives her rights to do that? When he, himself can't do that. 

"Khushi, I love you more than anything else in the world. Please come back to me. I miss your loving smile which was only for me.." 

But does he deserve her anymore? He is the reason why their child died. The innocent child didn't know anything.. That day Yuvraj warn him about regreting.. But.. Wait, what happen with Yuvraj? Maybe he can help him with something. Akash said that Yuvraj currently out of country, leaving everything to his second brother Jeeva's hand. Yuvraj's PA..

Wait, what he did to Yuvraj was wrong.. Maybe if he explain everything to him..

"Hello?" He made a call to Anand's name.



Arnav rushed here in hurry, did something happen why Yuvraj's asked him come to the hospital when he asked about Yuvraj?

Anand was there, Arnav ran to him and stopped to catch a breath.

"Why.. Ha.. Why did you call me here.. For?" 

To be Continue. . .

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Nov 15

Chapter 108 is Up! (By Lillyzilin) (Thanked: 32 times)

Chapter 108 B.

Anand was there, Arnav ran to him and stopped to catch a breath.

"Why.. Ha.. Why did you call me here.. For?" 

Anand gave a hard slap on Arnav's cheek.

"What the! Do you want die?!" Arnav shouted at him, how dare he to slap him?

"I wish I could just die than seeing him suffer like this." Anand muttered hopelessly looking at see through window.

Arnav saw Yuvraj in hospital bed, lifeless. 

"What happen to him?" Arnav asked slowly, he thought it was weird when Yuvraj didn't even come to visit Khushi in hospital.

"How long he's been like this when he will wake up?" 

"He was sick, really sick. Even doctors can't find what caused it. He won't wake up, his brain is dead.. Since the day Khushi went missing." Anand told him.

"He was searching for Khushi until last moment. You treated him like trash. You disrespect him! He never did any harm to you yet.. Unlike you, no matter how hard his life is he always smiled.. Never complain. You think your life is hard? Not his? He was worry for you and Khushi, saying you must have done it for a reason. He believed you need time to realise it and decided to send Khushi away from your family's torture, just for a while. He thought of that far for you... You shameless bas***d! You don't deserve of his kindness! Now you're searching for his help when you need him! You never know when he was always there to help.. If only I did stop him from meeting you.. You're a misfortune for him!" Anand said with tears falling down to his cheeks.

Arnav look at speechlessly.

"That wench! Your sister, what she talked about my Sir? She bad mouthed him so many times behind everyone he even knows it all. Did a single time he mentioned about how saved her life before after it? He should have left her die when she had accident! He just too kind.. But wench is not even grateful to him.. She should die, instead of him.. Why him?" Anand cried..

All Arnav seeing a child is mourn for his loved one.

He can't even get angry of Anand when speaks ill of Anjali.

Instead even his cold feel quilt toward Yuvraj, that man.. Why? 

"Please let me die.. Yellow lord." Anand cried in his heart.

"Arnav bitwa?" Sandya comes there asked him.

"Haan Aunty, I was just visiting him." Arnav said.

"Good that you come in time, tomorrow is the operation starting." Sandya told him.

"Operation?" Arnav and Anand exclaimed at same time.

"Two days ago, doctor came to asked if we could donate Yuvraj's heart. Just today we agreed for it." Sandya told them.

Arnav was shocked and looked Anand who was in horror hearing her words.

"How could you? You can't do this him!" Anand objected it.

"Anand? Do you think I want kill him? I.. This is what he will wish for. He could save a life. He also somehow live this way. Please do understand." Sandya told him.

"No! Did others know it? Jeeva? Sharav? Sohil? You can't do this without Ananya maam's permission. She is his wife." He said sternly.

"Sudiv ji know it, other doesn't know it yet and don't talk her anymore. She just left my son like nothing, the prove is her mangal sutra that was his hand. What kind of wife is she? I won't ever forgive her what she did." Sandya said.

"She did what?!" Even Arnav was shocked to hear that. That woman, she was really strange and scary but she was really in love with Yuvraj, in fact crazily even he did saw it many times.

She can't be just left him like that, if she was a gold digger. It would much more profitable if she just stayed as Yuvraj's wife. His property would go to her..

Then why?

"Maam, please don't do this to Sir." Anand plead her.


Next day..

Mahin saw her walking toward with smile, it worth so much that he waited this long for her.

"Sorry, I reached late because of trafic." She apologised with cute smile.

"So unlike you saying excuses? What happen? Nervous what Payal and others going to say after seeing me?" He asked her.

"I'm not nervous but worried that what she will do when she find about that." She replied.


"Yes. She is gonna kill you after knowing it. But we have no choice since she won't agree unless we force her to." She sighed.

"So it's ok for her to kill me? You're so cruel to let your handsome lover die.." He said dramatically.

"Shut up.. I will let anyone harm you in anyway." She said humbly.

"Thank you, my dear shining armored knight." He kissed her cheek.

She just chuckled.

"Anyway you good in this outfit." He complimented her.

"Thank you, princess." She teased him.

"Let go!" He said while holding her hand, tight.

"Let's go!"She said cheerfully.

(Her outfit)


Raizada Mansion.

Everyone were at hall looking main door for Khushi to bring her lover.

Payal was waiting for time where she can make his dear sister that all men are same.

Other were here to taunt and mock Khushi's selections.

Other hand Arnav is here to see what kind of man she is bringing back home.

And finally she is here with so called Mahin Srivastavan.

Sheetal and Anjali were surprised find a handsome man beside Khushi, smiling at her.

"This is Mahin." She introduced him to them with proud and signal him to give them respect.

"Namaste."He greet them with utmost respect.

Nani smiled at Mahin and welcome him in.

"Have seat bitwa, Khushi bitiya sit beside. Wah, both your pair are perfect!" Nani praised them and glanced at burning Arnav.

Nani, she wish for Khushi to have what she derserve. Much better than Arnav.. She support her wish more than anyone. And Arnav is grandson yet this is what he will get for breaking such wonderful girl's heart.

Mahin and Khushi smiled at each other hearing Nani's praise.

Payal clears her throat.

"I'm her sister, Payal."

"Oh, she told me a lot of things about you." He said looking at Payal who was like his own sister in past days.. When Yuvraj was there.

"What kind of work are you doing for living." Payal asked him.

"I used to help out at temple but I quit it recently for personal reason." Mahin told her.

"How rich are you?" Nk asked him, he simply on Arnav's.

"Rich? Hmm.. Do I need to rich to marry her?"

"Not really but I want to know if you can secure my sister, financially, of course."

"Hmm.. I can feed your sister properly. Give her shelter and love her until my last breath. Isn't it enough?"

"She need a comfortable life. .." Her words cuts off by him.

"Don't you know your sister's dream? A tiny house where I and her can spent times together, do little farming near our house. No luxury just me that she need.. Her money she will give out to charity and live a normal and peaceful life with me."

"I have brought a land out of city, even have started build our future house." He added.

"I know her better than you, she won't leave me after marrying you. In fact you're not marrying her."

"Let's see who she choose."

"Shut up! Both of you just shut up!" She stopped before this turn into a fight.

Arnav actually was enjoying the moment since Payal didn't like Mahin and their marriage is not going to happen.

"You shut up!" Payal and Mahin said at same time to Khushi for everyone's surprise.

"What the.." Escaped from Arnav's mouth.

"What, why should I?" She asked.

"Because you're the reason behind it all! Going out at night to meet a man? Did you really forget that you're woman also because of that accident?" Payal asked furious.

"That's right! Do you how worried I am very time come at midnight to my place? What if something happens to you? And climbing up that huge gate? That's dangerous, stupid girl.." He scold her.

"And out of nowhere saying you're going to marry a man just met a week ago.. Not even bother to tell me where he is works nor about his family." Payal continued.

"Saving me from bad guys at night that day, what if they did something to that night?" He said.

She gulped, just how did they teaming up against her and starting to lecturing her? 

She just stood there listen to like a child.

Arnav just blinking at this weird situation.

Payal and Mahin sighed in relieve after finish scolding her to their heart content.

"Seriously.." Both of them said.

And look at each other.

Whole family watching them in confusion.

"Uff.. She also making you worry?" Payal asked Mahin.

"Just asked me when she didn't.. This girl, what shall I do with her.." Mahin sighed heavily.

Both of laughed.

"You're not bad.."Payal said.

"You too." He said.

"So Mahin, tell me about your family." Payal said with smile, that make Khushi smile too.

"My parent not in this world anymore. They are no more." Mahin said, Payal feel bad for him.

"Even Khushi's parent are no alive. Now I understand why both of you understand each other. You look like had grown up in nice family. I will reconsider your relationship for now since you seem like nice guy unlike someone I know." Payal glanced at Arnav.

"Payal.." Khushi speak up.

"What?" Payal look at suspciously.

"Actually we are not asking for your permission for our marriage."

Arnav look up in surprise when she says that, then did she do this all to make him jealous just as di said.


But his hopes were crushed in no moment.

"Because we both already had registered our marriage." She replied calmly waiting for Payal's reaction.

Here Mahin waiting for Payal to kill him.

"What did you said?!" Payal stood in anger?

To be Continue. . .

"How can I be calm when just spoil my shirt? Don't you have eyes to walk, are disable?" Aarav asked her angrily.

"What kind way of talking is this? Aarav do you know how rude are you? Is this what you learned from your mother?" Khushi respond furiously.

"Don't talk about my mom. She much better than you, you can't any where near her standard even if you try." He replied.

"That's because I don't want to. She is a terrible mother for letting you talk this like to other."

"Then you're much more terrible for killing your own child." Aarav said to her horror.

"What the hell!" Both of she and Aarav saw Arnav standing there.

He heard everything.

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Nov 17

Chapter 109- I want to with her but I can't. (By Lillyzilin) (Thanked: 30 times)

Chapter 109.

"Khushi? Why? Am I not that you should let know about your life? Am I not important to you anymore? I'm your sister." Payal holding her tears from coming out, hearing her sister got her marriage registered already without her knowledge.

"Payal.. I know you will be upset about this, listen."Payal cut in.

"Stop! I don't want to listen anymore.. After that accident you're not even calling me Jiji anymore like you used to. You have changed, I thought it was for good but.. What would you do if, Mahin leave you someday? If that happens then?" Payal asked in tears.

She look at Mahin with faint smile, slowly hold his hand.

"I would die. Without him there is no reason for me to live anyways." Payal and Mahin could see honesty in her confident eyes.

DIE, Mahin begin feel restless with that word alone from her.

For a sec instead of face of Khushi, Mahin saw Yuvraj there.

He could feel her, pressing his hand in assurance, her warmth calmed him.

"No matter happen he would not leave me. I trust him. If he does, I respect his decision. After all human have such a short life to live why would he have to force himself to live his life with me who he do not love anymore." Her words made him shiver, she will die without him but she will let him go if he wants to? 

So like Yuvraj, Mahin's eyes blurring with tears.

Payal stayed there without a word uttered, could possible for her sister fall more for this person, Mahin?

"Payal, this woman. Your sister of now, I will not ever abandon her, so please we need your blessings upon our relationship." Mahin swore before everyone and look back at Khushi who looking at him in proud.

Anjali and Shyam stared at Mahin and Khushi in jeaolusy, just how many men this girl can trap?

Payal glanced at her sister's face once and end up smiling and nod like hundred times.

Mahin and Khushi share a hug in happiness, smiling in each others embraces.

Nani blushed at couples.

Payal sighed hard and smiled while Dadi, Anjali, Shyam and Mami fumed in anger.

Sheetal sulking as Khushi is in center of attention of everyone whether it's love or hate.

Arnav backed away from there seeing his love of his life being snatched away by better man than himself.

She deserve better after all, he regretting every single of his desicion on remarriage day.

He is too late now, she is happy.. Isn't it enough for him? She is alive, healthy, happy. What could he ask more? 

From the beginning he never deserve anyone's love and she was right. He only exist for being used by everyone.

"Then why didn't you use me? You don't need me? I'm so useless for you.. You're better off without me, aren't you?" Arnav thought sadly as walked away from there, trying escape from his harsh reality..


At night.

Almost nine'o clock, Arnav came back home fully drunk.

He saw Khushi there stand looking at him disappointed.

He smiled sadly, holding whiskey bottle in his hand tight.

"Are you drunk?" She asked him.

"Isn't that obvious? Look this is all because of you! Who is that guy? Just in week you love him? Then what about me who always keeping you in my heart? It's burning here.. In my heart which beats for you.. (Hic) Don't you love me anymore?" He asked her desparately.

"It's burning because you're drunk too much. Go to sleep." She said flatly.

"Khushi.."He said in rejection.

"I'm going." She turned the TV off and back to her own room leaving Arnav.

She avoided him like he is nothing.


Next Day.

Arnav woke up late with bad headache, shouting for coffee.

But no servant did come so he come out of his room..

Saw his mansion servants running working on decorations, Mami and Anjali were ordering around the servant.

"What the hell is going on here?" He asked them furiously.

"Arnav bitwa, it's your and Khushi's engagement is going to happen in two days that's way we are rushing things. Opps! I mean Khushi with Mahin and yours with Sheetal." Mami said for his information.

"What? She is already married, isn't she?" He asked.

"Yes and No. Legally yes but tradisitionally not yet so Payal and your Dadi decide that two engagement should happen in one days." Mami explained.

"Chote look how happy Sheetal ji is that you're going to be her husband." Anjali said with smile.

"Whatever.."He rolls his eyes and saw Khushi running around carrying a big plate, full of jelebis.

He walked toward her to help her but thar guy was there to help her.

She was saying something to him with smile and he is blushing in return.

She hold his hand from him going away, and said something to him again.

Arnav fumed seeing them flirting in his mansion just before him. 

His eyes widen at the sight of Khushi boldly pecked Mahin's cheek.

He couldn't stand it and turn away.

"Just what did she saw in him?" Arnav thought angrily.


Outside of Heaven.

Yellow lord sighed hard seeing Arnav's last question.

"That's what we asked him more than thousand time, all he did is smiling about it." Yellow lord shook his head as Khushi came toward him.

He close the illusion that showing him what is happening in human world as she entered and glared at her.

"Who gave the permission to enter my chamber?" 

"No one did, I just I came in by myself." She answered cheerfully as she looked around his chamber, so this the boss's chamber.. Pretty fancier than Arnav's whole mansion.

"Don't compare this place to humans.."

"You can hear what I am even thinking?!" She asked him.

"What do you expect from a god?" 

"What is this?" He rolls his eyes when her attention turn other side.

She excited to see a beautiful pond outside tbe chamber.

"Can I go over there? Please?" She requested.

He nod no to her strictly saying.

"This place might belongs to heaven but this is not inside heaven, that's mean this place still dangerous so going outside is pretty much suicide. Even my assistants won't go over there. Go by yourself if you want." Yellow almost shooed her out of his chamber.

She pouted and thought.

"Rules are meant to break anyways."

She ran out the pond and played with water.

The water is pure than any water she had seen before, a smile appeared on her face.

"This place remind me of Yuvraj ji."

Soothing, peaceful, warm.

Her thought broke by a pack of demons who walks across there.

"Human?" First demon said.

Demons look terrifying than she ever dreamed of.. She gulped, almost numb in fear.

"It's been a while since we taste a human meat right?" First demon talked to his friends.

"Khushi, you're dead meat now.." She thought as the demon nearing his claws to her neck.

At single blink that first demon disappear into air as Yellow lord walked in with annoyed face.

"If someone adsive you, at least listen. You're only human that ever did this to me. To point where I have come out of my chamber to save you... What a mess.."

Yellow lord looked at Demons face and said.

"I won't you all if you just leave silently without hitch. If you do then don't blame me for killing you.. As a Lord I don't pick on weakling like you guys nor do I kill for fun. So will you go away?" Yellow lord asked them with kind yet cruel smile on face that enough make them scare of them.

They bowed to him and walk away faster without looking back.

Khushi looked Yellow Lord with curious eyes.

"Did you use you god power?" She asked as she wants to see more.

"Using my power to kill one of them? What do you take me for? My one blink is enough to kill them. That's not god power but my nature. I can give and take life but I won't do it without a reason."


"Of course, Powers can destructive. Good reason to use my power is to own satisfaction, with more power, more your responsiblity is. Me and my won't kill weak demon, we like to fight fair." Yellow said.

"What if they play dirty then?"

Yellow lord answered her with a laugh..

"You're funny, let's go in.." Messing with Lord is stupid idea you know because we don't get angry easily but when we do, it's will be miserable for whoever that going to face it.

"I should tell those assistant to tie her up next time to cause a trouble." He thought to himself.

He can't let expose to danger when his dear brother let her in his care.

He won't broke his brother's trust.



Khushi was on her way to Payal's room with a full of Orange juice.

"She must be tired working even more she is pregnant." 

Her thought broke when Aarav bumped into her and the juice spilled on him, accidentally.

"What the hell!" Aarav shouted at her.

"Hey, calm down. Shouting like that is not going turn everything back to right.." She said.

"How can I be calm when just spoil my shirt? Don't you have eyes to walk, are disable?" Aarav asked her angrily.

"What kind way of talking is this? Aarav do you know how rude are you? Is this what you learned from your mother?" Khushi respond furiously.

"Don't talk about my mom. She much better than you, you can't any where near her standard even if you try." He replied.

"That's because I don't want to. She is a terrible mother for letting you talk this like to other."

"Then you're much more terrible for killing your own child." Aarav said to her horror.

"What the hell!" Both of she and Aarav saw Arnav standing there.

He heard everything.

Khushi just stand there numbly as she remember something...

"A child? That child won't be yours. It would be to just let it die before it born."


"You're married to her for more than a year yet there is no sign of a heir. We all think you should have a mistress or just marry another for sake this kingdom." Someone advised.

"This is why I told you before that I don't marry anyone! Now see.. Because.. I.. This is not right. I like her, I like being with her but.." 

"Is she sick or what?" 

"Actually I.. Can't.."

"Khushi?!" Arnav shook her off, as he saw her pale face.

"Are you alright?" Arnav asked her in concern.

She hummed in response and wondering what was that.

"Aarav! What just you talked about? Where did you heard it?" Arnav demanded for the answer.

"Badi Dadi was talking to bua.. I just heard it. It's not like I said something wrong." Aarav said.

Arnav grith his teeth and about to slap Aarav but Khushi's hand stopped his strong hand.

She look really mad, more than himself yet she is calm.

"This is not right way to explain to kids." She said and kneel to Aarav's height.

She smiled like Aarav never did talked bad about her, which made Aarav feel strange.

"If you hear someone talking about something that won't mean that thing is right, it's just rumor. If go around talking like that, your act like Arnav will fall apart because Arnav may have bad temper and act rude but he never talked nonsense about others just based on rumor alone. Do your act right." She talked in low tone that made Aarav shiver.

Aarav just stand there, as she walked away. His act craked before her. This woman see through him.

To be Continue. . .


"Who are you?" Dadi asked her.

"Don't you remember? Yuvraj? Deepika? Or shall I say Daksh?"

Dadi gasped.

"You're disgusting, you was lusting over me and I rejected you knowing your intention. Then your son killed my Aashish.. Now you're trying to make my Khushi suffer? Do you think I will let that to happen?"

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