Bolna Maahi Bolna - 1

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Feb 3, 2017

Bolna Maahi Bolna - 1 (By Bolna Maahi Bolna)

Hi Folks,

I'm back with another story. I have a plan for this one to be a few parts long (at least) but would wait to see if you all are interested in it. So do leave your comments and suggestions. Cheers! 

This story starts off where the series is currently. And will focus on Anika and Shivaay. I am fairly new to this style of writing so apologies if things get lost in translation.

Part - 1

I stood there listening to the accusations….But never really registering them as a dull ringing blocked out all the words. It felt like the time moved more slowly, it felt like a nightmare. And then I slowly turned to look at him and met green eyes which were not questioning but calming me down and a thought struck me, ‘It can’t be a nightmare…. He is here and he is with me. Shivaay is with me and he believes me!!’

And just like that the volume was turned back on as I heard Pinky aunty accuse me on and on about being a gold-digger. And then I heard him say, “Enough mom! I will not hear anything against Anika. She can never do anything to harm this family and certainly nothing like leaking this video. I will not believe it.” Those words gave me so much strength that I felt like I could defend myself.  I felt like all the tiredness of the past few days were just lifted off my shoulders. I felt Daadi’s had land lightly on my shoulder reassuring me that she was with me.

I decided it was time to speak up. I opened my mouth but before I could say anything, “That’s it! I don’t want to hear anything further on this. Clearly there is a culprit here and I assure you I will find him/her but I know with every fiber of my being it is not Anika. And that will be the end of this discussion. Let’s go Anika!”

I stood there staring at him wanting to react but my mind went blank as I stared into his green-blue eyes.

“ANIKA! Let’s go….”, he said and took my hand jerking me into motion. I was so full of conflicting emotions that I simply followed him out of the room.

Before I knew it we were back in the bedroom and I could feel the waves of anger rolling off of him. ‘It is not good for him to be this stressed. For God’s sake he hasn’t yet recovered,’ I thought. Rudra and Saumya’s marriage video shook up the entire house but most of all it shook up the foundation of this house – Shivaay. Somewhere in the middle of all this I was hoping Rudra and Saumya would deny all this but I already knew that wasn’t going to happen. After all a very distraught Saumya confessed the whole thing to me. I wish there was something I could do.

I felt the tears of despair stinging my eyes. But….’What will happen if you cry? I have  athousand reasons to cry but am I?’ I heard his words in my head.

As I saw this proud, stubborn man turn to look out the window, his shoulders hunched like he had the weight of the world on them. ‘Well he definitely had the weight of his world on them. And it clearly wasn’t getting easier for him. If only I could share that burden, if only he would let me! If nothing else, I just want him to feel stronger again, I can’t see him look this defeated. ‘

With that thought I walked towards him not knowing what I wanted to do. Perhaps I wanted to give him a reassuring squeeze on the shoulder. But it was like my brain and my body were two separate entities.

My hands curled around him from behind and held on to his torso tightly. I lay my head on his hunched back as I willed all my strength into him.

He stiffened for a very long time and I was afraid I over-stepped a boundary. I began to release my grip around his body when his hands snaked over mine holding them in place. 

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