LOVE OR SELF RESPECT???

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Jun 14

LOVE OR SELF RESPECT??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 62 times)

 CHAPTER 1

THE STORY STARTS FROM THE POINT WHERE ARNAV ACCUSES KHUSHI OF THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF HIS LIFE IN ANGER AND GOES OUT FOR A DRIVE LEAVING A SHATTERED KHUSHI BEHIND

(HONESTLY I DID NOT LIKE KHUSHI BEING BLACKMAILED EVERYTIME TO STAY WITH ARNAV IN THE NAME OF CONTRACT AND BLAMED EVERYTIME FOR THE NO MISTAKE OF HERS...SO I WANT KHUSHI TO BE A STRONGER ONE HERE WHO WOULD STAND FOR HER SELF RESPECT..I HAVE NOT DECIDED ABOUT THE LENGTH OF THE STORY AS THIS IS THE PLOT THAT HAS BEEN IN MY MIND SINCE A VERY LONG TIME)

Khushi stood rooted to the spot after Arnav left hurling those accusations at her even after proving her love for him and his family again and again...her eyes were tired of crying and mental pressure that she was being subjected to, she had thought speaking with Anjali di would make her understand but she never knew she would try to abort her child...ok what if she had not gone and spoken to di ..then it’s not that all were treating her well before that mami hated her more for hurting her Anjali beta, jiji didn’t want me to interfere in her marriage issues or speak to jiju, nani didn’t want me to go in front of di and most importantly Arnav ji never said till now but now even he blamed me for the happenings in his life...mistakes can be erased isn’t it??she thought...then she would be that eraser and wipe out her name from all of their lives  not giving them a chance to complain....she stood up and wiped her tears as now she knew her tears would change nothing and no one would even care for her!!

Khushi went to washroom taking her clothes to take bath and start a fresh from now on wards...

LONELY ROAD

Arnav was driving carelessly remembering all the incidents of past and his mother’s death, his di’s broken marriage and finally Anjali trying to abort her child and flashes of Khushi almost dying trying to save him  came in front of the eyes making him press brakes of the car bringing the car  to a sudden halt!!

ASR(thinking):What did I do??How can I say all those to Khushi??What if she leaves house??No i cannot let that happen...I have to stop her!!

With that he reversed his car and went back home hoping Khushi would not have left being hurt because of his words!!

He parked the car in hurry in front of RM and rushed in to his room and barged in to find Khushi standing in front of the dressing mirror wiping her wet hair...he released his breath seeing her still in the room ,he noticed that she saw him as he barged in but then continued her work without sparing any glance at him which made him confused!!

He had thought she would cry and shout at him and would have packed her bags to leave but here she was acting indifferently making him bit worried seeing her reaction!!!

ASR(guilty):Khushi....I...

Khushi turned to look at him with expressionless face making him more confused and worried at the same time....

Before he could continue Mami knocked the door with the plate of food and came inside the room...glaring at Khushi to which Khushi didn’t show any reaction!!

Mami: Arnav bitwa...I have brought food for you as you have not had any food and its late so have it!!

ASR(softly):Thank you Mami....

Mami smiles and leaves the room giving a look to Khushi...

Arnav saw the food and there was only one plate and he knew Khushi had also not had dinner and considering Mami’s hatred towards Khushi he realised that she would not have brought food for her!!

Khushi tied her hair with a small clip without bothering to the surroundings and took her dairy from the cupboard and went to pool side....

Arnav went to kitchen and took one plate and was filling the plate for Khushi when Mami called from behind...making him turn towards her

Mami: Arnav bitwa what are you doing here?? I had got you food and its in your room for whom are you filling this plate...

ASR(softly):Mami...even Khushi has not had dinner..so..

Mami(angrily):Please Arnav bitwa didn’t you see what  Anjali bitiya’s condition is only because of her....she didn’t even think she is hurting the daughter of the house and brothers and family members of the same person because of whom she could enjoy all these luxury!!She is living by having food earned by your money and hurting your own sister!!how much more shameless can she get!!

ASR(shocked):Mami!!

Before he could say anything he saw Khushi standing near the entrance of the kitchen having heard all the conversation they had!!She had neither tears nor her face showed any hurt she just left from that place silently...

Mami too saw this and left from there after causing enough damage !!

Arnav gulped seeing Khushi being treated in his house and took the plate and went to his room thinking ways to talk to Khushi....Khushi was sitting near the pool watching the stars when Arnav came and called her from behind!!

ASR(softly):Khushi....

She got up and looked at him with an expression less face again...

ASR(softly):Have food as you might be hungry ....I am keeping it here....

With that he leaves to washroom hoping Khushi would have food at least as he didn’t have enough courage to speak to her about anything...

He came out from washroom to see Khushi’s plate missing and Khushi sleeping on the bed taking her side...he wanted to make sure whether Khushi had food or not so he went to kitchen and saw the plate in which he had got food for Khushi was washed and kept in shelf and he checked the dustbin and saw there was no food that was thrown in to it..finally being satisfied that Khushi had finished her dinner he came back to his room and took his side and slept seeing Khushi’s face and fell in to disturbed sleep!!


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Jun 18

LOVE OR SELF RESPECT??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 95 times)

CHAPTER 2

Arnav got up around 7.30 a.m to see Khushi’s side empty thought she might be downstairs and rushed inside washroom to get ready as he had to attend the board meeting and explain the reason for his absence for so many days...

After sometime he came down all ready to go to office to find only his di,Nani,Payal ,Akash having breakfast but Khushi was nowhere to be seen..he thought to ask Payal but seeing his di at the table he refrained himself and thought to ask Payal later...

After Breakfast Arnav took Anjali to her room and gave her tablets and made her lie on bed as she was very weak after yesterday’s incident...

He came out and went to kitchen to ask Payal about Khushi...

ASR:Payal..where is Khushi??

Payal(confused):I don’t know Arnav ji...I thought she is in the room... I haven’t seen her from morning...

ASR:Ok

Arnav felt scared thinking that she might have left him and gone to Gupta house...so he called her but to his bad luck the call went unanswered..after continous calling her she got a message from her number...

Message read:I am in the temple..will be back in some time!!

Arnav knew she was hurt and so was distancing herself from everyone how he wished to go back and correct the all incorrect things he had done...but he thought he should give her some time to be alone than forcing her to do something against her will!!

With that he went to AR hoping Khushi would be back before he returns from office!!

Arnav came back from his office around 8.p.m to find Khushi sitting in the pool side and writing something in her diary he hasn’t even heard any word  or her voice from her yesterday he thought he should speak to her tonight and apologise for his behaviour last night!!

He got fresh and came out when HP came and was placing food tray for Khushi....seeing that Khushi told..

Khushi(softly):Hp..ji...I have had chaat while coming back from temple I am full please take this back...

HP(smiles):Okay bhabi....Arnav bhaiya..Nani is calling you for dinner downstairs...

Arnav just nods his head and sees Khushi in the pool side looking at the stars not even making any sound to mark her presence..

He sighs looking at her sadly and goes downstairs thinking about ways to apologise to her!!

He came back from downstairs to see Khushi still standing near the pool side...he called her softly from behind..

ASR(softly):Khushi.....

Khushi turns to look at him ....without saying anything...

He holds her hand and takes her inside the room and makes her sit on the bed and sits next to her taking her hand in his..

ASR(softly):I am sorry Khushi...I didn’t mean all that what I said yesterday..it’s just that seeing di like that I was disturbed I didn’t know what I was saying...I dint mean any of those..I am really sorry...

But Arnav could see no emotions in her eyes she was just blank like a plain paper...he could not make out what was running in her mind leaving him completely confused seeing her eyes devoid of emotions!!

Khushi(softly):Okay...

With that she frees herself from his hold and goes and lies on the bed taking her side making Arnav feel more guiltier than before!!!

NEXT MORNING

AR

10.00A.M

Arnav had to take interview for the designers as there was two vacant positions in the company but his mind was somewhere else thinking about Khushi about how to make her talk or apologise for her she was behaving as if she had shut all her doors for communication and living in her only world.

He was brought out of his thoughts when a voice surprised him!!!

Voice(surprised):ASR!!

ASR(surprised):Sheetal!!

They come forward and hug each other formally..while Sheetal was happy seeing Arnav in front of her whereas for Arnav it didn’t matter!!

ASR(confused):How come you are here??

Sheetal:(smiles)I knew it was your company I had applied for the post of designer here so thought to surprise you...

ASR:Oh...okay....But remember you will only get the job if you deserve...

Sheetal: Common ASR at least I know that..being your ex girlfriend....(she smiles)

However Arnav did not like her mentioning about the past so just kept quiet.

Soon Arnav asked few questions and asked her to wait for 2 days within which she will receive the offer letter if she gets selected...To which Sheetal agreed happily and left from AR.


Jun 19

LOVE OR SELF RESPECT??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 110 times)

CHAPTER 3

Arnav went back home completely  exhausted  after working continuously as he had continous back to back meetings and had to handle the board meeting and also not to forget the  interview of the new lead designer and came inside to find Khushi in the pool side reading some book. He was surprised because he had never seen Khushi reading anything he had only seen her chit chatting, making jalebis and making jokes and enjoying herelf....

He got fresh and came and sat beside her when he felt her stiffen by his presence...

ASR(softly):How was your day Khushi??

Khushi(sighs):Good!!

ASR(softly):We have organised a year end party to all our employees  and their families and staff including our new employees...I have asked Akash also to join with Payal and Di and Nani will also be there...I think even you should come as my wife!!

Khushi(softly):Ok...I will come....

HP came and called  Arnav for dinner.....when he was leaving he called Hp..

ASR(confused):Hp where is Khushi’s food??

HP looked at Khushi who signalled shaking her head...

HP:woh!! Arnav bhaiyya...Khushi bhabhi had food before you came...so I didn’t get...

ASR(still confused):okay....

Arnav turned towards Khushi...cupping her cheeks....

ASR(softly):Khushi...are you sure you had food??

Khushi removed his hands from her face....

Khushi:(softly)I did.....please don’t show concern for me as I am not used to it ....

She goes in to washroom leaving Broken Arnav behind..who went downstairs to have dinner with his family.....

Khushi came out and called a number....

ON CALL

Khushi:Hello...Karan...I need a help from you....

Karan:......................................................................

Khushi:Ok I will meet you there tomorrow!!

She ends the call sighing deeply.......

DINING HALL

Anjali gets the call from a number but she disconnects it feeling scared looking at all of them....

NK notices it but doesn’t tell anything...Nk had been noticing everyone from many days all are concerned about only Anjali di but his friend Khushi ji no one even calls her breakfast or for dinner...he just hoped his cousin Nannav would take care of her well....in her difficult days at home...only if he knew how wrong he was!!

Soon everyone finished dinner and Arnav went to his di’s  room  to spend time with her....after all she was the princess of the house..

When he came back she was already asleep...so he took his side after kissing her forehead!!!

Khushi opened her eyes when she took his side...

Khushi(thinking):How  I wish your kiss should have taken all the pain you have inflicted on me Arnav ji...but it doesn’t!!

She wiped her tears using her hands and closed her eyes....

NEXT DAY

Arnav thought to initiate conversation by asking for tie,or hand kerchief or wallet but Khushi only gave answers in monosyllables  making him feel more guiltier than before feeling disappointed he leaves to his office!!

Around 11.00 A.M Khushi left holding her purse outside RM.She didn’t bother to tell anyone as no one bothered for her!!

Khushi went inside one of the restaurant to see one handsome guy sitting alone on the table.......

Karan(happily):Khushi.................

He comes and side hugs her....she too smiles a little...

Karan:(surprised)Look at you ...you are married and all and you didn’t even invite me??By the way who is the lucky guy??

Khushi:Leave all that....Can you tell me what procedures I have to follow...

Karan felt little odd as ever smiling Khushi was so silent and speaking in words!!

Karan:Since you are a graduate you need to write GMAT OR GRE ....you can also write CAT but since you want to study in foreign university you can only enter through GMAT OR GRE.....

Khushi:Oh...okay..but when are the exams??

Karan: In  5 months.....But there is one problem!!

Khushi:(confused)What problem??

Karan:You have to pass the language tests in English in order to get to any University outside the country...

Khushi:Oh..!!

Karan(smiling):But don’t worry there are many coaching centres to help you with that...You can join any one of those...Since you have studied in Hindi medium I suggest you to go for tution  Khushi....

Khushi(thinking):Okay...Can you find out any  good coaching centre for me??Please??

Karan(smiling):Of course...I will find out and will also ask few of my friends about it...and let you know by tomorrow!!!

Khushi:Okay....

Karan:(smiling) Finally you will do your Masters in one of the top university!!

Before she could continue she heard a voice from behind  calling her name...making her shocked !!!

Voice:Khushi Ji........

 

 


Jun 20

LOVE OR SELF RESPECT??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 71 times)

NOTE: I THOUGHT I SHOULD CLEAR FEW THINGS FOR MY READERS


I HONESTLY DID NOT LIKE THE  WAY KHUSHI WAS BLACK MAILED EVERY TIME TO COME AND STAY BACK WITH ARNAV AND KHUSHI  BEING SHOWED AS A FOOL WITH NO KNOWLEDGE ABOUT ANYTHING.AFTER BEING MARRIED TO ASR HE SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST TALKED ABOUT HER CONTINUATION OF EDUCATION OR HER INTERESTS BUT KHUSHI WAS ALWAYS ON THE RECEIVING END TO RECEIVE ALL THE WORDS FROM HIM OR HIS FAMILY. I THINK MOST OF THE TIMES KHUSHI'S SELF RESPECT WAS AT STAKE AND AFTER "YOUR THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE" AND STILL CHOSE TO FORGIVE ARNAV AND FORGET EVERYTHING.MARRIAGE IS NOT ONLY ABOUT COOKING,TAKING CARE ETC BUT ALSO TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER AND TRUST EACH OTHER AND MAINLY VALUE EACH OTHER.EVERY TIME ARNAV WOULD SAY SOMETHING AND HE WOULD ASK FORGIVENESS AND WILL BE FORGIVEN CONSIDERING HIS ANGER AND PAST THAT DOESN'T GO THAT WAY IN REAL LIFE.EVEN THOUGH I LOVED ARSHI TO THE CORE I FELT THAT KHUSHI'S CHARACTER COULD BE GIVEN MORE IMPORTANCE THAN SHOWN IN THE SHOW SO HERE I TRY TO MAKE ARNAV UNDERSTAND AND VALUE KHUSHI IN HIS LIFE THAN TAKING HER FOR GRANTED.KINDLY SUPPORT AND COMMENT ON THE STORY AS I WILL GET THE IDEA ABOUT MY READERS AND THEIR OPINION ABOUT THE STORY LINE

Jun 21

LOVE OR SELF RESPECT??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 106 times)

CHAPTER 4


Khushi turned to look at NK who was looking at her in confusion!!

Khushi(surprised):Nanhe ji.!!!

NK: Khushi  ji what are you doing here??

Khushi: Actually this is Karan my senior also my best friend...I came to meet him...

NK(smiles):Nice to meet you Karan...

NK shakes hands with him!!!

Khushi:And Karan this is Nanda kis**** my husband’s cousin brother...

Karan(smiles ):Same here Man!!!Ok Khushi I have to go ..as there is some urgent work!!

Khushi:Ok..bye...

Karan leaves.....

NK(confused):What is happening Khushi ji??I heard you were speaking about some foreign country study and all??

Khushi:(sighs)I want to do masters in business management...

NK(smiles):That’s great Khushi ji...have you informed Nannav??

Khushi(sadly):Please Nanhe ji...I don’t want you to tell about this to anyone please....

NK(confused):Is everything fine between you and Nannav??

Khushi: Everything is fine Nanhe ji ...I just need a break from all...thats all...

NK(worried):Khushi ji you can tell me I am a friend of yours...You are making me worried...!!

Khushi(smiles):Some things are meant to be this way Nanhe ji..I just realised it late that’s all...i hope you don’t tell this to anyone...I can expect this much from you right??

NK(sighs):Ok...I wont...but if you need any help..you will not hesitate to ask me ok??

Khushi(smiles):Okay....

NK(smiles):Let’s leave Khushi ji...I had come to meet one of my friend so I found you here...

Khushi: Okay....

Khushi and NK comes out of the restaurant to see Anjali and Shyam hugging each other and talking to each other with smile as they have not met each other from few days....

Khushi and NK looked at them shocked not expecting them to see like this...

NK(shocked):Di!!How can she do this Khushi ji...meeting that creep behind every ones back!!

Khushi: Lets go Nanhe ji...

NK(angrily):No Khushi ji...I will go and speak to di now!!

Khushi: Nanhe ji...there is no point if you go and speak to her now...or I suggest you to not tell anyone about it either...especially Arnav ji...

NK(confused):What are you saying Khushi ji??

Khushi:(sadly)Some things  they will get to know on their own than telling it and Arnav ji will never listen to anything that is concerned about his sister...who else can know better than me!!As a friend I can suggest you to keep quite on this issue nothing else...

NK(confused):I don’t know why you are saying like this!!But you may be right  I trust you Khushi ji!!

Khushi looked at him surprised ...how she wished Arnav told her that he trusted her in any issue for that matter!!

With that both of them leave to the RM......

It was evening when she received a call from Arnav....Khushi goes up and picks the call......

ON CALL

ASR: Khushi I will be sending a dress for you for the party tonight along with my stylist will come and help you in getting ready...is that fine??

Khushi: Yes it is....

ASR(softly):Are you sure??

Khushi(sighs):Yes I am...bye....

Arnav comes home by 6.p.m and sees the saree he had selected for Khushi has already been delivered and his stylish is on the way and Khushi was taking bath ...when she entered...soon she came out with wet hairs with her normal attire waiting for the stylist to come....

ASR(softly):I’ll go and get ready...

Khushi:Hmmmm

With that Arnav gets ready and goes downstairs..to meet all of them waiting for them....except Anjali

Nani:Chote....

ASR:Yes Nani.....

Nani:Chote Akash ,Payal ,Manorama and Manohar will go in one car...and me, you and Anjali beta in other...is that fine??

ASR(fumbles):I know Nani...but Khushi??

Nani(smiles):Don’t worry chote Khushi bitiya will come in another car with NK bitwa...you know Anjali bitiya and Khushi beta right like together??

ASR(sighs):Ok Nani.....

Others were least interested in the conversation but NK who heard it felt bad for Khushi...

NK(thinking):What are you doing Nannav..you are pushing away the person who risked her life to save you for the sister who is meeting her husband on your back??I just hope you realise before it’s too late!!

Arnav goes to his room to see Khushi drying her hair...

ASR(softly):Khushi.....

Khushi turned to look at him...

ASR(fumbles):I wanted to go with you but you know like di condition right??so do you mind coming along with NK...??

Khushi(sighs):Okay...

ASR:Khushi....

Before he could continue...the stylist.....knocked the door....

Stylish:(smiles) Mrs Raizada....I have arranged everything in the guestroom...we can start if you are ready.....

Khushi:(smiles)I would prefer  you calling me Khushi over Mrs Raizada...please

She said looking at Arnav intently....making him feel more worse...for putting her in such situation...

Khushi:You please go ahead I will be there in 5 minutes....

Stylist smiles and leaves the room....

Khushi turns to leave the room when Arnav calls her from behind...

ASR:Khushi...

She doesn’t turn back but stands there itself waiting for him to speak...

ASR:I am sorr...............

Khushi: Oh!!don’t be sorry MR RAIZADA...I never had expected you to accompany me to the party anyways...as I knew this is what  gonna happen!!so there is no need to be sorry!!

With that she left the room ...with Arnav feeling that someone had slapped him hard on his face...and Khushi had called him MR RAIZADA he thought looking at the place where she stood few minutes before..!!

Arnav moves downstairs and takes the wheel and drives them to the place where the party was being held....

Khushi came downstairs after sometime with NK waiting for her in the hall.....

NK(smiling):Khushi ji...you look gorgeous in this saree!!Nannav is going to faint seeing you today...

Khushi gives a small smile....

NK(smiling):Shall we??

Khushi:(smiles)Sure....

Soon they reached the 5 star hotel were the party was held....NK like a gentle men opened the door for her  and held his hand out for Khushi to take which Khushi took smiling thinking at least someone was concerned about her if not her husband...

NK(smiling):See people will be jealous seeing you with me....after all you are so pretty!!

Khushi:Beauty is not everything Nanhe ji...there are few things beyond that....

NK(confused):Ok don’t confuse me now just encircle your hands around mine...after all we are first friends than your rakshas husbands brother right??

Khushi(smiles):Right!!

With that Khushi encircled her hands around NK’s and came inside the hotel smiling...

Arnav was waiting for Khushi  from the time he reached there ...and was looking at the entrance every now and then...Sheetal was also present in the party and strangely she was sticking to him conversing with his family or finding a reason to be with him...which Arnav was unaware as he was waiting for someone else eagerly....

Finally Khushi came  wearing the saree he had selected for her ..the saree was dark pink color with orange border  and matched with orange blouse....her hair was styled in a messy updo style and the danglers of her ears kept touching her creamy neck...she had kept her neck bare and worn a single diamond bangle on her right hand and left hand each....and for a moment Arnav stood looking at her forgetting everything around him taking in the beauty of his wife..his own he thought...suddenly he felt possessiveness seeing her with NK and also to see other men at the party also looking at her....


Khushi's dress


Jun 28

LOVE OR SELF RESPECT??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 122 times)

CHAPTER 5

Khushi came inside the hotel hall where the party was held royally ignoring Arnav and his family members which irked Arnav to the core...she kept herself in conversation with NK and the people he met in the party she didn’t want to go near her husband’s family and irk them more as they were busy pampering their daughter and her unborn baby!!

Arnav excused himself  from his family members and met few other people thinking that his wife would come to him in some time smiling brightly but was disappointed seeing her all smiling with NK and his people. Now it was time for dance for the couples...in anger Arnav took Sheetal to the floor when she asked him for  a dance and Akash took his di for a dance leaving Payal alone...feeling bit sad  as her husband didn’t think about her other than di..

Khushi looked at Arnav who was dancing with some lady who kept herself sticked to Arnav  from the beginning till end of the party...Somewhere she knew why he was dancing with that girl as he was jealous seeing her with NK. If it was some other day she would have felt happy thinking her Arnav ji was jealous seeing her with NK but now she cared less...as it didn’t matter to her anymore...soon NK came and asked for dance which she readily agreed...

Soft music was playing and the couples stood moving with the music...Arnav was throwing draggers  at NK and Khushi who were laughing talking about something totally unaware of his burning gaze at them...

Soon it was time to exchange partners as NK was near to him Sheetal came in to NK’s arms and Khushi came in to Arnav’s...

Khushi avoided any eye contact with him...but she was forced to look at him when she forcefully pulled her towards him leaving her confused..

Khushi(confused):What are you doing??

ASR(glaring):Why you were enjoying with NK some time before??

Khushi(angrily):That’s not your concern!!

ASR(angrily):Of course It is...You are my wife!!

Khushi(sighs):By just tying mangalsutra on my neck you don’t become my husband MR RAIZADA...!!

Before he could answer to her again the partners got switched leaving Arnav in frustrated state.

Soon the party ended and all had finished dinner but Arnav was boiling in anger as Khushi had ignored him throughout the event and didn’t even come near him nor his family...making him even feel more agitated..

Khushi came outside with NK to leave to see Arnav leaning to his car seeing them coming toward them...

ASR(sternly):NK you take others home...I’ll take Khushi back home...

Khushi(confused):But...

ASR(gritting his teeth):Get in the car now!!

Not wanting to create any scene in front of NK ...Khushi without any choice went and sat inside the car...

Soon Arnav took the wheel...and drove towards RM....

While coming back there was complete silence in the car with one lost in thoughts other one fuming in anger!!

Soon they reached RM when Khushi got down  and proceeded toward their room...soon Arnav barged inside the room after parking the car...

ASR(shouting):How  dare you Khushi??

Khushi just looked at him and went towards her wardrobe to take out her clothes...fueling his anger more...

He took steps near her and threw the clothes from her hand  and pulled her to himself by forcefully holding her arms...making her wince in pain!!

ASR(shouting): Answer me dammit!!

Khushi:There is nothing to answer!!

ASR(shouting):You didn’t even come and speak to me or my family...and busy dancing with NK....!!

Khushi looked at him angrily for such remark.....and forcefully  freed herself from his hold and picked up her clothes to proceed towards her bathroom when his next words made her halt her steps...

Arnav couldn’t see her ignoring him without answering so he knew the best way to  make her answer her that is by insulting her!!

ASR(smirks):Oh..I know now...you might have never thought you will get to wear such expensive clothes and jewels right and the tag of being MRS RAIZADA and now being that you are royally ignoring me and my family as you have already got which you never thought in your dreams!!

Khushi dropped her clothes on the floor in shock listening to his words and turned to look at him in tears...seeing that Arnav knew he had hurt her again...she came near him...

ASR(guilty):Khu....

Before he could even finish calling her name he felt pain on his cheek as Khushi had slapped him hard on his face!!

ASR(shocked):Khushi!!

Khushi(angrily and shouting):Don’t even take my name MR RAIZADA....don’t you even dare!!What did you say that these things gold and dress gives me happiness....do hell with you and your dresses and jewels!!I don’t need any one of those...I expected a little bit of care and love for me...but i guess I was wrong to expect something like devil from you....!!

ASR(guilty):Khushi...I didn’t mean..in anger....

Khushi(shouting):Yes MR Raizada....in anger...in anger you released my footage to media making it the big masala topic in lucknow allowing me to get humiliated in public...because of your anger my sisters marriage broke...because of your anger you insulted me and my status every now and then because of your anger you married me for 6 months without even asking me any explanation from me and tortured me for whole 5 months and in your so famous anger you did not even pay heed to my plead and left me to your foreign trip...and even in your anger you told I am the biggest mistake of my life and your di would be happy if I had not entered your life right??what else is left tell me and finish it of all today itself...

ASR(guilty):Khushi...I didn’t mean....

Khushi(in tears):No please.....I have heard enough....why do you hate me so much??just because I LOVE YOU...you keep saying all these right??am i not human being ??don’t I get hurt??

ASR(guilty):Khushi...I am sorry!!I...

Khushi(wiping her tears):No...everything will be over in 1 month...there is no need for your sorry or  anything else...

ASR(shocked):Khushi what are you saying??

Khushi:(sighs)I am saying whatever you heard...in 1 month the contract period ends and you will be free from your biggest mistake from your life and your di would also be happy with her baby without my presence in your house!!!and this time you cannot stop me with your blackmail or anything else because I wont for anything this time!!

With that Khushi went to washroom and closed the bathroom door with a bang!!

Whereas  Arnav sat on his knees  in helpless ness....knowing this time he had lost Khushi forever as he had never seen Khushi speak with so much conviction about anything!!

 


Jan 19

LOVE OR SELF RESPECT??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 93 times)

CHAPTER 6

Khushi came back from washroom to see Arnav in the same position on his knees she felt pain to see him like that with his eyes all red and hurt but she was tired of being sacrificial limb for everyone and to use her for their own happiness. So she ignored his pleading eyes which was asking her to spk to him and took her position in bed and closed her eyes to sleep leaving Arnav completely shattered.

He kept looking at her God knows for how long until he couldn’t hold back and leaned to the bed and slept leaning to it in the sitting position to a disturbed sleep.

6.00 A.M

Khushi got up to see Arnav sitting and sleeping leaning to bed she sighed and went to washroom though she knew she was heartless with him but she was too scared to get hurt again by him.

Khushi got ready and left downstairs and stood in front of her devimayya praying!!

Khushi(in mind):Devimayya...I always wanted happiness for others and my loved ones in this effort I am losing myself..for the first time I wanted to do something for myself...I am not wishing any bad for anyone for my state but plss be with me in the new journey!!!

With that she moved towards her room to see Arnav who had just woken up to see him looking at her longingly...as if trying to say something...but she din look in to his eyes and took her note book listing out the things that she needs to complete...

Arnav felt his mind totally blank he din know what he was supposed to do how he was supposed to convince her or seek forgiveness from her he din know...he had got a headache bcs of continuous stress he was in!!Soon he got ready to leave to his office sparing a glance at Khushi who was still busy doing something as if his presence din matter to her...!!

Once Arnav left Khushi released her breath that she was holding it till now...and took her purse and went outside....RM

Khushi went to  XXXXX bank ......

A peon came and asked her whom does she want to meet!!

Khushi:Ji I wanted to meet Bank manager ....My name is Khushi...

Peon: Ok Mam please wait....i will just call you in 10 mins....

Khushi: Okay...

After 10 mins Khushi was called inside Manager’s cabin....

Khushi: Namaste.....

Manager: Namaste.....tell me how can i help you?

Khushi: Sir Actually my father was working as one of the employees in your back around 16 years before and he had his account and my account in ur bank in lucknow branch .When I recently went to my fosters parents place I found a receipt of my dads transactions in one land document years before and my aunt also told that my dad was depositing money to secure my future so I just wanted to know about the condition of the account....

Manager: Oh!!! Can you tell me the name of  ur dad ??

Khushi: Its Alok Nath gupta!!

Manager(surprised):So ur Aloknath’s daughter??Khushi beta???

Khushi:Sir??

Manager: I am Gopal ..beta ur dads colleague and frn..!!I din know I would meet you here like this!!

Khushi(surprised):Really??

Gopal(smiles):Yes beta I used to visit ur house when me and ur dad used to work together when u were just 3 years old I think....actually I was not from Lucknow I am from Tamilnadu...so I worked only for 2 years there and took transfer again back to my hometown and we lost touch and later after few years I got to know ur parents passed away in an accident and then I couldn’t meet or get in touch with u ppl as I din know anyone from ur family!!

Khushi(smiles):That’s ok Uncle...at least I found a frn of my dad here in Delhi...

Gopal (smiles):Just wait a minute I will just check about ur current status of the account....do u have the account no??

Khushi:Yes uncle I have his but I don’t know about my account...no..here it is....(she tells the account no)

Gopal:(smiles):That’s ok once we get ur dads account number we can get ur account number from lucknow branch.....give me 5 mins...

With that he calls Lucknow branch and instructs them something  and ends the conversation with them after 15 mins..

Gopal:(smiles)Khushi beta...in ur dads account there is 26lakh rupees which is currently deactivated because of no transaction from years but since the interest has been added over years it has become to such huge amount...and in ur account there is 13 lakh rs which is also currently deactivated. And the manager of lucknow branch told me that there is some locker of ur dad  in that bank which has some documents and some valuables which hasn’t been opened or used from many years....

Khushi sat shocked knowing that her dad had saved for her future so much and she din even know that until recently she had almost 40lakh of her own to say as her’s without anybody telling her gold digger  or showing any pity for that matter...

Khushi(in tears):Thank you Uncle this really means a lot!!

Gopalnath(smiles):How are you doing beta??I see ur married!!!are you working or studying??

Khushi(smiles):Yes uncle I am married...I am planning to do my masters in business management outside so planning to write exam ...this time...

Gopal(smiles):That’s nice....Khushi beta just go to lucknow branch with ur birth certificate and ur id proof so that u can tell them ur alok’s daughter and allow you to use the locker and see the contents of the locker..I will tell the manager saying that u will be coming there he will help u with the procedures is that fine??

Khushi(smiles):Ok uncle I want to activate the account of both of us..what should be done...

Gopal: For that u just have to fill some forms in Lucknow branch and transfer the money from ur dads account to urs and if u stay here in Delhi u can transfer the account from Lucknow branch to ur nearest Delhi branch which will help u with the transactions...

Khushi(smiles):Thanks a lot uncle I will leave to Lucknow tmrw itself...

Gopal:(smiles)Okay beta here is my no...call me if u need anything...

He gives his contact number...

Khushi(smiles):Okay uncle thanks a lot!!

Khushi left from back smiling finally she found a reason to smile not bcs of money that was saved in her account but somewhere she was content thinking that her dad her own had saved money for her future  use and not to get in to pity glances or to remind again and again for using other’s money....

Khushi(in mind):Thank you...papa...u might have had some dreams about me to get me educated  now I will fulfill that ur daughter will do her masters without anybody’s help and I will be independent...not depending on anyone for that matter!!!

Thinking so Khushi went to temple and thanked her devimayya for showing some path indicating that everything is not lost yet!!its not that money played a significant role in her life but she was worried thinking about her future after the contract with no job or money and now she can use this money for her coaching and studies without wasting a single rupee from it!!!

1.00p.m

Khushi went back home after having some normal meals from hotel she din wish to have anything at RM after wat she heard from Mami’s mouth.

Arnav had come early to spk to her but Khushi was nowhere to seen...so he kept on waiting till HP called him for Lunch....

Arnav came down and sat with his family...to have lunch where his sister and family excluding Akash was there as he was in office working!!

Anjali(smiles):Chote...I have invited ur frn Sheetal over dinner today!!

ASR(shocked):What?di??but y??

Anjali(confused):Y??is there anything wrong??

ASR(sighs):No di...it’s just that we weren’t that close so...

Anjali(smiles):Chote!!U have never had any frns and by chance I got to know u both studied together...so I thought to invite her...did I do something wrong??

ASR(sighs):No...di...its fine....anything that makes u happy..!!(he smiles)

NK just shakes his head seeing the drama in front of him a loving brother but a beast husband and a sister is like blindfolded wife but a selfish SIL....he just thought Arnav comes on right track before he realises  it’s too late!!!

Arnav saw Khushi coming back from outside and just went to her room without sparing glance at anyone...

Soon Arnav finished his lunch and went to his room to see Khushi putting all her sarees and jewels in two separate suitcases with one filled with jewels and others filled with sarees...he panicked seeing her packing....

ASR(panicking):Khushi...what are you doing??plss don’t go to Gupta house....

He tried to hold her hand...when she moved away...)

He got confused when she only took the sarees that di or Nani gave her and she also kept the jewels given by Nani and Di....and also placed his moms bangles on  top of the closed bag!!!

ASR(confused):Khushi??

But Khushi din reply for anything and called for HP who came running in 2 mins...

HP:Ji...Khushi Bhabhi...

Khushi(smiles):HP ji is Naniji in her room??

HP:Haan Khushi bhabhi Nani ji is in her room only...

Khushi(sighs):Can you help me taking these two bags to Nani’s room please??I cant carry both!!

HP: Okay Khushi bhabhi...I will take them and keep it in Nani ji’s room!!

Khushi(smiles):Thanks.....

With that she took Arnav’s moms bangles box and proceeded towards Naniji’s room...putting deaf ears to Arnav who was calling for her!!!

Arnav couldn’t understand what she was doing so he followed Khushi to Naniji’s room and stood outside the door to listen to their conversation!!

INSIDE ROOM

Nani: Khushi beta what is all these??(she asked seeing the bags bought by HP)

Khushi(smiles):Nani ji...this bag has sarees that u and Anjali ji had given it to me and this bag has all the jewels given to me bby u..and here is Arnav ji’s moms bangles....(she gave to Nani)

Nani(confused):But why are u giving this to me Khushi beta??

Khushi(smiles):Nani there is no space in my cupboard with my clothes and u know na my salwars have work on them bcs of those these costly sarees may get damaged and u know na how much I am irresponsible I keep things here and there and these sarees and jewels I rarely use it so I wanted it to be safe Nani ji...I am not used to handling such costly things Nani ji...so I thought I will keep it in ur room where it will be safe and whenever I want I can use it from here....!!And these are Arnav ji’s moms bangles these are also very much precious ...Arnav ji wouldn’t like it if he sees me not handling it properly...!!

Nani(confused):But Khushi...beta....

Khushi(smiles):Please Nani....I am not asking too much from you right??

Nani(sighs):Okay beta...if u say so...

Khushi(smiles):Thank you...

Arnav leaves the room deeply hurt bcs he had hurt Khushi to such extent that she was distancing herself from not only him but also from the things that are related to him!!!


Jan 20

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 102 times)

CHAPTER 7

Arnav came to his room started pacing from one corner to another corner thinking about the incidents where he had intentionally hurt Khushi when there was no fault of hers.

Khushi came back to his room started folding her remaining clothes and arranged in the cupboard ignoring Arnav....

Arnav couldn’t tolerate her ignorance and knowing he was at fault here he moved towards her from behind and called her name realising that she had stiffened sensing his presence....

Slowly he held her hand in his and made her to turn to look at him when she looked at him without any emotions or expressions on her face......

Arnav made her sit on the bed and kneeled beside her near her legs holding her hands in his when she looked at him confused....

ASR(softly):I was 12 when my mom committed suicide!!

Khushi looked at him shocked bcs he was sharing his past for the first time....but stayed silent wanting him to continue....

ASR(softly):It was Di’s marriage day and one affluent family had agreed to marry her even though knowing her she was handicapped...Di was very happy...and me too seeing my Di getting her Rajkumar....somewhere i felt that I was going to be guilt free because it was because of me she had lost her leg!!

Khushi looked at him shocked not knowing this part of the story...she din know that bcs of Arnav Anjali had become handicapped...

ASR(sighs):Yes Khushi...we were playing in the terrace  when i was 8 in Sheeshmahal and I was playing at the edges of the railings when di kept on telling me to come back as I was playing near the edges .Suddenly I felt like losing balance and was about to fall when Di pulled me but she lost her balance and fell from the terrace!!and as the construction was going on in some part of my house  her leg got hit by the iron rod placed below crushing her right leg below her elbow!!!

Khushi gasped listening to this...when unknowingly her hand tightened around his feeling the pain his sister had to go through!!

ASR(softly):I was shocked to react Khushi!!But hearing her cries all rushed towards her and took her to hospital...along with me as i was too shocked to understand what was happening around me!!Later Doctor told that her leg injury was major even though she could be operated she wouldn’t be able to walk like never before ...i felt miserable Khushi bcs of my 1 mistake my di had lost everything in her life....I wanted to tell everything to my mom but soon Di regained consciousness..and we all went in...and my parents told her the fact that she would not be able to walk properly again in life and told her that we would always support her....she was trying to be strong Khushi but I know she was internally dying knowing that she will never be able to run or jump or dance like she wishes!!!

When everyone left I stayed back with her and cried seeking her forgiveness..and told her that i would tell that I am responsible for this to mom and dad but di stopped me saying....

FLASHBACK

Anjali(softly):What has to happen is already done....if I hadn’t saved you from fall probably u would have lost ur life bcs of ur age and petite figure...at least see I am alive and don’t worry I am fine don’t blame urself for this!!

Arnav(in tears):But di......ur leg....

Anjali(in tears):Don’t cry chote!!!it’s ok even though i cannot walk properly I know u will be my side by my pillar of strength as my support always right???

Arnav(in tears):I will Di.......I promise...from today I will be ur support and protect u from everything....!!

Anjali smiled and hugged her brother!!!

END OF FLASHBACK

ASR(softly):But everything changed after that she couldn’t dance or run with me or play made her more introvert and she din want to go with her frns as during that time she was very slow in walking as her wounds were fresh....slowly she started distancing herself from everything!!I tried everything to make her smile n forget about her leg but somewhere it pained to see her look at others longingly who were dancing or running...I felt i wish I could turn back the time and correct everything.....and the families who were eager to make her DIL before backed off after knowing that she was handicapped making her even more depressed!!And one family finally agreed to marry their son to di and we all were happy and finally I was seeing di smiling happily after so many days....but I din know that was just my illusion!!On the marriage day when my mom got to know that my dad was having an affair with the lady from years she couldn’t bear it and shot herself and my dad felt guilty of his doing and soon shot himself too leaving both of us alone and the family backed off from the wedding knowing that our parents were not there anymore and told us they wanted to marry di only bcs of the properties she would get as her share and as their parents din want to marry their son to some handicapped girl anymore!!

Khushi looked at him feeling sad that he and Anjali had to go through so much at such young age....

ASR(in tears):I died a thousand deaths that day Khushi...that my mistake was ruining her life again and again and to worsen the situation my uncle threw us out from Sheesh Mahal...leaving us orphaned and penniless!!I realised that day that everyone valued only money and nothing else and decided to be the strong person and teach everyone a lesson who was responsible for our state!!!But Nani took us in and joined me to school and asked Di if she wanted to study further but she told she had no interest and spent time with Nani going to temple praying to Gods ,visiting libraries often....but only thing was running in my mind is money !!!be successful that’s all!! And when I started AR di came and told me that she like a guy called Shyam who was  a ordinary lawyer in Delhi ...I was shocked for her choosing middle class guy when I thought I would marry her to some business tycoon..I tried changing her mind to change her decision but she was adamant saying her that Shyam loved her not their money and she din want to marry any rich guy as they will marry only bcs she was my sister....soon I had to agree to her wishes but I put a  condition that she would stay in RM after marriage as I din want to take any risk in sending her alone with her husband to some unknown place...as I felt she needs protection and care all the time..somewhere deep inside i blamed myself for choosing such a husband for her bcs of her being handicapped!!so I provided her with all the comforts ,money and listened to everything whatever she told thinking that I was freeing myself from the guilt bit by bit!!!

Khushi(softly):Arna...

ASR(softly):Wait Khushi...there is still left....and when I got to know that Shyam was cheating on her i felt again I failed her as brother and when that swine told me that u and him had an affair with each other my mind stopped working and again I was transformed in to that old ASR who had seen and believed that everything runs only on money!!So I forcefully married you trying to protect di and her unborn!!

Khushi deeply sighing now knowing for the reason of Arnav’s behaviour towards her!!

ASR(softly):And when I saw her trying to kill her unborn she was hysterical Khushi she thought nobody loved her and respected her husband and seeing di like that I was helpless as how much ever I try I couldn’t protect her from the pain that she was being subjected to and in that moment i blasted on u when I was angry on myself for failing as a brother!!!

Khushi sighed and got up from the bed and moved towards the pool side confusing Arnav...

ASR(softly):Khushi....

Khushi turned towards him....

Khushi(softly):If ur thinking to ask sorry then its ok...I have no grudges against u ... and I have already forgiven u...!!

ASR(surprised):Khushi??That means u will stay with me right always??I mean after the contract too??

Khushi(sighs):No....I told I have forgiven u but I cannot forget....whatever has happened...

ASR(confused):What are you saying??

Khushi(sighs):What I am saying is I never dreamt of marrying a tycoon and spend in lakhs or crores...but whatever happened in my life is everything against my will!!!I din want to become an orphan but I became...I din want to barge in to ur fashion show and ruin it but it happened I din wish to be the cause of  calling off jiji’s wedding that too happened I din want to become the subject of lust or get enaged to person like Shyam but it happened...I din want to work with u when u kept insulting me again and again but I worked with you...I din want to train Lavanya and come back to ur home but I came...I din want to be the reason of Anjali ji’s broken marriage but I became....I din want di to harm  her baby but again I became the reason for that...

ASR(hurt):Khushi...

Khushi showed her hand...to stop him.....

Khushi(in tears):And finally I din want to marry the person who I thought loved me for only 6 months and then call me as a mistress by the society after contract period....but that too will happen now...

ASR(in tears):Khushi...plss..don’t say all these...

Khushi(softly):For the first time I want to do what I want....free me from this farce of marriage and let me live me my life like I wanted for once!!

She folded her hands in front of Arnav who stood in front of her realising he had already lost his Khushi!!!

 


Jan 26

LOVE OR SELF RESPECT??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 180 times)

CHAPTER 8

Khushi: There is no need for u to be guilty u did whatever u thought was right but now I am not in a situation to forget and take things on my own so let time heal everything....and for the first time I am asking u to not force me for anything ..plss....

ASR(in tears):But plss Khushi I LOVE U...I can’t live without u.....

Khushi(chuckles):Love??u love me MR RAIZADA??Me?? the gold digger??the biggest mistake of ur life??

Arnav gulped when she said those words which he had hurled at her again and again in anger....

Khushi(sighs):Look Arnav ji....I was born in a middle class family and I have no regrets about it...at least we were not dependent on anybody else for living...and when my parents died in accident my aunt took me in and I had compromised with my life then sacrificing all my wishes and drms knowing that I should be forever grateful to them knowing that they took care of me so many years even after being orphan...I din want to demand them for anything so I took everything or anything they gave me ,sometimes i felt that they loved Payal jiji more...and then shrugged it off thinking that it was natural when she was their biological daughter but I had no option to love them unconditionally as I din have anyone else to love....I did the same...but somewhere I felt that I wish I had someone of my own who would be only mine...not because I was adopted or related but cared for me as a person I am...being an orphan at a very young age I watched movies where my dream guy would shower me with love and keep me with him so that we live happily ever after....and that is why I FELL IN LOVE WITH U!!!

Arnav looked at her surprised seeing Khushi explaining her past and her feelings for the first time...

Khushi: First I liked the way u cared for di how u could change from ASR to Arnav for ur di....I always thought u had a big heart and u could do anything for the people you love....I din know when ur presence or the care that u showed me I saw a glimpse of a different Arnav in ASR....I thought this Arnav would be only reserved for me and Anjali ji that means that I am also an important person for u in ur life...I started thinking that u would also love me like ur di...in case u realise ur love for me....what I din know was not only the Arnav side was reserved for me but the beast ASR was exclusively only for me not for anyone for that matter!!!

ASR(guilty):Khushi....

Khushi(softly):Let me finish Arnav ji.....when u heard Shyam saying that he loved me... and me saying to leave ur sister it was quite natural for u to react that way...I don’t blame u for that....u went and asked ur jijaji and he told u his version of story and u belived it and u made no effort to know my version or u din feel the need of it as u had already come to the conclusion I am nothing but a gold digger!!!

Then without saying the reason U forcefully married me staking jiji’s wedding with jiju....but let me ask u 1 thing arnav ji??what were u thinking when u married me and got me to the same house where the person with whom u thought I was having an affair was also staying!!

ASR(softly):I thought Shyam wouldn’t dare to come near u once we are married!!

Khushi(laughs):Are u joking??when he can put an eye on his to be relative’s sister and get engaged to her staying here in Delhi itself  what made u think he will stop now!!!

ASR(fumbles):I.....

Khushi(smiles):I will tell u....u were hurt knowing that I had an affair with ur  BIL as u had feelings for me... more than hurt ur ego was hurt and u wanted to punish me and for rejecting u and choosing Shyam over u...and u felt that it would be right to punish me by snatching the opportunity to stay close to Shyam being ur wife...u thought when u suffere...d u also wanted me to suffer in the worst way possible!!and more over to that u wanted Shyam to show that I am urs to claim from now and u had full rights on me being my husband where Shyam wanted to claim me as his own as he thought I loved him not you!!!

I had become nothing but a doll to be claimed btw two men who claimed to love me..but when in reality both of u didn’t even a single bit...!!

ASR(softly):No Khushi I wanted Shyam to give another chance for the baby...so...

Khushi(sighs):You could have sent me far from u ...amd kept an eye on me and Shyam if u really wanted to give the chance to him!!but u didn’t bcs somewhere u hated me for the pain u were going through heart break bcs of me and u wanted me to suffer  for that!!

Arnav looked at her pleadingly to stop these conversation which would result only pain for both of them...

Khushi:Did u once think of me what would happen to me or my life after 6 months??how can i go back to Gupta House and how would I tell them about all these??what will I be called in the society??How would i be able to live my life after this??

Khushi(sighs):Okay consider I did have an affair with Shyam ....but why was only I being punished for that with ur torture,words and ur insults very day where as ur jijaji was given another chance??was it because he was ASR’S BIL  and me a normal middle class girl....??or was it bcs only I was involved in that case was he not as much as a culprit if we had anything of that sort....

ASR(softly):I thought Shyam would change after knowing that u were married to me and bcs of the baby so...

Khushi(softly):Just answer to my 1 question Arnav ji....what if u were not kidnapped and all those things would not have happened and u still thought I had an affair with Shyam...what would u have done after 6 months got over??would u have made me ur wife legally or u would have sticked to ur contract??

ASR(in tears):Khushi....please....

Khushi(softly):I want truth Arnav ji...would u have given a chance to marriage or kicked me out of RM....Don’t lie!!!please...

ASR(looking down):I would have sticked to the contract!!!

Unknowingly Khushi’s tears started flowing without her control somewhere she knew his answer but listening from him made her heart bleed more!!

Arnav moved forward and cupped her face....

ASR:Khushi I was not in right state of mind I LOVE U KHUSHI....please forgive me...I know I have hurt u lot plss give me a chance to rectify it....

Khushi freed her self from his hands and stepped back....

Khushi(softly):U loved me back then also Arnav ji...look where I am now!!

Khushi(sighs):One last question...

ASR(pleads):Khushi...please...

Khushi(softly):If Shyam had changed after my wedding with u and ur di’s life was fine...then would u have forgiven me and would have started a new life with me??or making me ur wife was just a temporary set up to sort out your di’s life...if in case we had affair before...

Arnav tries to leave the room not wanting to face the harsh realities  of his life and Khushi was bringing out all the hidden truths of his mistake...

Khushi held his hand from behind....

Khushi(softly):I want answer Arnav ji....or else this would be my last day at RM......

ASR turned around shocked...

ASR:Khushi....

Khushi(softly):Tell me....

ASR:(Looking down)I thought I would kick u out once di delivers baby and if Shyam changes his mind....but once I rea...

Khushi left his hand...and showed her hand to him to stop....

Khushi(in tears):Its decided then I will be leaving RM after 1.5 months....bcs that was ur wish from the beginning....

ASR(pleads):Khushi please don’t leave..me...

Khushi(sighs):No Arnav ji...u want me to be with u not bcs u love me bcs i was not wrong and I did not have any affair with Shyam...if u had really loved me u would have thought of asking me and try to forgive my past and move on with me as u claim to love me....when a person loves he forgives all the mistakes and try to give his love another chance bcs he never wants to lose his love!!!

Arnav holds her by shoulder....

ASR(in tears):Look I will do anything I will do anything u want...i will take care of u and love u always plss don’t leave me...

Khushi(in tears):Arnav ji...one’s love has to make another strong...but urs has destroyed me completely....

Arnav stepped back realising the harsh truth ...

Khushi(softly):I now no longer smile ,laugh do antics and has lost interest in life a girl who was full of life for 21 years just changed completely bcs of staying with u approximately 5 months.....I am just breathing there is no soul in me now.....I don’t feel anything now ur love ur hate or anything...I don’t want to lose my life too...so I am better off without u and u  and ur family will be far more better without me!!!so this time lets end this once for all!!!

With that Khushi left the room wiping her tears where Arnav stood paralised in the place where Khushi’s words kept repeating in his head!!

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Feb 3

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